Random meaningless emotion words on a page

I failed.

I lost.

I confess.

I cry.

I crawl up into a ball inside my mind to protect myself from the world and hide from the reality that bites at my feet constantly gnashing and clawing and gnarling and growling never never never stopping as I shake and I shiver and I quiver and I quake and feel all alone alone alone (above a raging sea) heart skipping, thumping, pounding, out of my chest and into your arms (tonight) with my soul my life my being my essence.

I wake. Shake this dream from my hair.

You want to know why I hate you? Well I'll try and explain.

Smile wryly,
________ sardonically, naked wretched wench.

Punch.

punchpunchpunchpunch, smack!

Reddened like livery, a snowy other cheek.

yesssssssssssss.

Your escape. My laugh. You're gorgeous.

Wandering through the rain, in Paris. Mon Chérie Amor.

Pulse. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .......... . .. . .. .. . .. ... .. . . .. . . !

Booom! Shake Shake Shake the Room!
Tic Tic Tic Tic Boom!